Just packed my bag for crewing duties tomorrow!
Which reminds me of Dramafest’11.
Which reminds me of 206.
Which reminds me of school.
Which reminds me holidays are coming to an end, in one week.
I mean yeah, technically one week, since Secondary One Orientation Amazing Race Dry Run will be held on 2 January.
Excited about what surprises 2012 will bring to me, but at the same time apprehensive.
2011 has been a wonderful year to me, I think, because in some way or another I’ve grown or matured (despite that immature front) through everything in school.
And yes I stated immature front – Im not really as immature as you think. Or I probably am. *inserts dejected meme okay.jpg*
Okay so anyway 2011 is this splendid year where I’ve got to know people, understand some people better (in the bad and good aspects), became closer friends with a few people and yeah you get it. It’s too cliché for me to continue. You get the idea.
Ahhhh I think I’m really not that prepared to step into 2012 even if time forces me to and I’ll be fifteen next year. F i f t e e n.
Can a person say she is not prepared to be a fifteen-year-old?
2012 will be a really crazy year for me and I don’t think I can cope – till the point I’ve already decided what I should drop first in case I can’t cope.
2011, to me, actually has been a pretty cope-able year :D I mean PSL commitments weren’t that heavy, the only things I had to juggle was school, Japanese and CCA (which requires heavy commitment at SYF, production and crewing stuff)!
Next year will be School, CCA, PSL, Japanese, Script-writing and possibly SMP which I’m not sure of whether I’ll get a place in. But hopefully yeah x) Because Im interested in sciency or math-sy stuff more than languages and humanities! (I hate history by the way.)
Random point here, but Theatre has really taught me so much over the span of these two years. Apart from technical stuff, the really important thing Theatre Club Nanyang taught me is the performers on stage are not the ONLY big deal – another big deal is the crew because the efficiency and everything really affects the overall performance and stuff. If I am not in Theatre, I will probably be one of the people in the audience, neglecting the presence of the crew. Whenever I watch a play or whenever I go to some performance or something, I cannot help but think about what the crew has to do before everyone gets in, what the crew have to do during the performance and what the crew has to do after everyone leaves. Okay just figured thats pretty creepy and stalker-ish. But yes~
The holidays are really coming to an end soon and I don’t think this holiday has been especially productive D; But it’s not bad, not bad at all.
Last week’s highlights:
- Met up with Rachelim for lunch
- Secondary One (Batch 15) Registration
- Half-batch outing thereafter
- PSL Dry Run for Amazing Race
- TCN Outing at Yan Ying’s house thereafter
- Christmas Eve and Christmas celebrations (if dinner is counted :D)
This week’s highlights:
- CCA (See Sec 1s performance for Sec 1 Orientation Concert)
- Crewing duties for Sec 1 Orientation Concert
- CCA Chalet
- CCA on Friday
- Countdown to 2012
Pretty CCA-ish but I like ;D Hahahaha
Ahhhhhh 2012 shall be year of All Love No Hate hahahahaha.
I admit there have been times I’ve been frustrated at some people, been times I disliked some people, been times I ignored people, been times I treated nice people pretty badly (D:), been times I treated bad people pretty nicely… what am I talking about.
So anyway, for people whom I’ve had this invisible wall with, I shall try to break that down and understand them better, before really deciding their character. But if it’s still pretty not-so-good, then HAHHAHA you continue this sentence. But if its not, that’s awesome ;)
And every single time the year is about to end, friends will go “Let’s keep in contact!” “Don’t forgot me!” but then just half a year later, it’s all awkward, even if we don’t admit it.
I mean I am looking forward to making new friends and all but yes, old friends are g o l d, it’s nice to keep in contact, really. >: You get this fuzzy feeling when someone from a previous phase of your life, close or not, talking to you and it’s this feeling of familiarity yet awkwardness but still cool and good ;D
When kindergarten ended, I don’t remember if I asked anyone to keep in contact with me but if I did, it failed. D: (Except for Daphne!)
When primary school ended, tons of people and I were like ”keep in contact” and I think I only talk to half of them now? Or even lesser.
So I hope when secondary school ends, I’ll still talk to many many many people instead of just new friends :(
Ok shall end this boring post bye-bye :)