has gone by.
Time seems to be flying nowadays and I dont know if I’m glad it passes by at such a crazy, abnormal speed.
Sometimes I’m glad I have so many things to do as of now as they take my mind off unnecessary, uncalled-for thoughts about my life and about whether I’m living it right. Which I undoubtedly hope I am.
I had this super long un-powerful nap yesterday because it was one rare day I could let my hair down (Im taking this literally) and sleep for consecutively four hours. I’m proud of myself for that point.
But when I woke up, I felt this immediate need to close my eyes again and to crawl back to the bed but my growling stomach wouldn’t allow it. And yes it was time for dinner.
And because I slept for four hours in the afternoon-evening, I couldnt sleep even though my brain was telling me to. And then all these thinking came in and it felt like a self-reflection thing while the toilet made weird whirring noises and sounds like someone flushing the toilet. Okay this is getting to the horror story side but this is really not entirely the point. I felt like someone was playing drums in my head and I couldn’t shut those noises out. Okay shit this is getting the wrong way and making me look like some psycho but Im really not hahahahhaahahah okay what am I talking about. I mean yes Im pretty darn sure I did some thinking – and only thinking, not metacognition – but now I can’t recall a single crap because Im about to start on my Japanese homework after updating the PSL Portal with quite a nonsensical post.
So all those sleep made up for the long day in school today (Friday) – intense lessons from Biology to Language Arts to completing the PSL notice board to Integrated Mathematics to Higher Chinese and to Chemistry. Next up was CCA and CCA is something I really enjoy nowadays – not like I didnt in the past but Im enjoying CCA now. And Im glad Im happy about it.
Currently facing this terrible course of my life and I really dont wish to elaborate on it because so much thinking has been deliberated on it already and I know I cant run away from this but I really dont want to do it but I really dont want to take advantage of this niceness but I still dont really want to do it because Im pretty sure I cant do it well and all these after-effects just keep coming to me but I wont be the only one because four other people are in this with me and definitely the rest of them lah of course. And the four people are having a pretty hard time as well except for one hahaha okay this is getting slightly too obvious but whatever.
Okay this is such an intellectual post coming from the intellectual being (me) and I really love school nowadays too. The people around me complement my lameness and I really like people who open up to me and be as gay/lame as I am. And people I never knew were so lame. And despite being a PSL I think Im pretty damn awkward with like people Im not close to and I really dont know how to initiate conversations with them :/ And I hate it that Im drifting apart from some people I really used to like a lot and boooooooooooooooooooyah D: Today I was telling people my life story in different accents and Im pretty sure Lovell got annoyed with me but she didnt show it and Dana told me to stop talking because I was so noisy. But noisy is good. Being noisy keeps me and people around me awake in boring lessons. Im a considerate fella’.
So yeah after CCA was dinner at Poolside @ HCI and SLC GM 2!
Hahaha okay shall stop with my bullcrap and this is a pretty long post!
And if you didnt realize there were a few chunks of paragraphs haha.
I shall really do my Japanese now.
I shall put in more effort, motivation from Minggy and my Jap teacher who keeps picking on me.
He needs to stop it.
I never felt so “picked-on” by a teacher before.
STOP MAKING ME READ JAPANESE READING COMPREHENSIONS ALL BY MYSELF PLEASE.
Good night world!
Should sleep soon.
I mean you. Hahahah.