Hello friends :)
It’s been a while, huh?
Actually I’ve plenty of other things to do, but I miss ranting in this little space so I’m back.
HAHAHAHAHA I make it sound like life sucks, but actually it’s pretty far from it.
But first things first:
[Warning: This post has many Bitstrips comics. If you're allergic please handle with care]
Currently the weather is extremely, extremely scary. (probably as scary as the above picture)
Please take care of your bodies (there’s some bug going around I swear) because being sick is not cool. Have been for the past 3 weeks (!!!) because every time I think I’m almost well, I eat some of my best friends. (best friends as in fried food not people)
Then I die all over again.
Have been pretty angsty and moody for the past week or so because of so many reasons, big or small. Then on hindsight, these matters really aren’t that significant and don’t deserve as much rage as I originally had. People make mistakes all the time, and it’s pretty disturbing how worked up I can get over small matters. Sometimes I don’t even think the other party knows how furious I am, because I don’t tend to verbalise it.
And there have been times over the past one month plus (since my last update), or even my entire life, I feel like the world is against me and making horrible days worse. (April 11th was a horrible day I WILL REMEMBER IT FOR LIFE)
I am a person who really cares about what people say and gets all bothered really easily. And it has gotten to a stage so bad, that even hearing things about OTHER people bother me because I’m just like “URGHH” “WHAT” “HOW?”. That’s disturbing. Really.
All these issues seriously get on my nerves sometimes and I just feel like taking a frozen fish and attack people who made me feel like bdsyufgbeiwhdeuwjnxuqi3y7819638yc7h2i781h3cnjewbgfueo7fw8@&^#!&*@^#*&!@&)(…
But if you think about it, THEY ALMOST ALWAYS DONT MATTER.
Everything that happened, on let’s say April 11, has already blown over, and I wish the future me could have told that past me how ridiculous I was for being all antsy and anxious over unimportant things.
Easier said than done, but it’s so much nicer to care about important people and things, and be dedicated to something you are genuinely passionate about rather than letting negative things affect you :)
Things that happened over the past two weeks which left me feeling all happy and fuzzy inside.
Adorable Ira made me a card during Commserve on Monday, which is super lovely of her. I hope her Mathematics examinations went well :(
My sister can now legitimately drive me around… even though that only happened once as of now. I love her a lot and I hope she had an amazing 12th birthday this year. You will always be my babysis. Muacks.
And another mega big thing: my mum surprised me with CNBLUE Tickets. I remember we were just lying around doing nothing one fine day, and I told her CNBLUE was coming to SG. And in a second she became overly agitated and started shouting “WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME!! WHERE IS IT?! WHEN IS IT?”
Then I thought it wasn’t too important and I probably wouldn’t be attending it. (I love CNBLUE by the way I went to both of their previous concerts in SG for Love/Blue Moon :D)
But turns out, my sneaky little mother already bought tickets long before I told her and she was agitated because she was afraid I would buy tickets.
And FBN knew as well, but they all kept it a secret.
Should have suspected something when my sister excessively mocked me for not being able to go (it was way too insensitive, even for her), FBN demanded me to go out with him on 10 May and my mum trying to persuade me not to buy tickets because we were going to watch Jay Chou (whom I am not a crazy fan of). Most precious people in my life.
I was a very very happy girl that night :)
Thank you for everything ^-^
Many many reasons to love my mum because of the amazing person she is. She expressed her disappointment when I didn’t upload any pictures of her to Instagram/Twitter or dedicated a blog post to her during Mother’s Day.
Good things are worth waiting for, ma. ;)
Which reminds me of this:
Allow me to share this bittersweet story with you.
Saw this really cute balloon the seniors in my senior class were selling, and we were given the option to buy the inflated one or the deflated one (which seemed more fun, since we got to punch the balloon and like allow the endothermic reaction to take place by breaking the stuff out of their compartments).
So I happily brought it to Econs class and because Mr Tan had some urgent family problems, sacrificial me inflated mine before Isabel who also bought it.
After the balloon stopped inflating, everyone looked at it. IT LOOKED STRANGE. Like crumply at the side and the balloon we remembered (in reality not really) it to be seemed to be a perfect lovely circle.
Xin Jie being the helpful girl she is suggested to remove the stick of the balloon and I did……….
And we couldn’t put it back anymore. Then eventually the balloon broke after many external forces were applied.
Which made me very upset. So I decided to buy another one but!!!! Seniors gave me another one for free!
I was over the moon I tell you.
Then when I finally reached E401 from the canteen, Xin Jie excitedly picked it up.
AND IT BROKE. IT B R O K E.
B R O K E.
My mood just went all the way down and my heart broke into a million pieces.
I was depressed.
Hahaha but Xin Jie being very sweet and nice went down to get another one.
She’s very lovely. I promise I will treat her more nicely in class and work my way to becoming her true friend.
Please read this, SSSSSSin Jie. I love you so. (I know you read my blog because you creepily said so in your creepy voice)
Trying to find another occasion to badmouth Mary and Isabel but I shall not do that, because I know how important I am in their lives. HAHHAHAHAHAHA.
End of the story: I hope Mama Ho loves me. Not the balloon. But me. (Another background story for Mothers’ Day Balloon Round 2, but that shall be behind closed doors)
My mother is one of the loveliest people you’ll ever get to meet. (Unless she’s scolding you, which is unlikely to be the case because only 3 little cutie pies will face her wrath on this planet!!!!)
Ok and here are some random photos from nowhere.
Class photo at BMTC a while back.
Guess who’s missing?
THAT’S RIGHT. SOH ISABEL.
(On a sidenote, Xin Jie is staring at the wrong person)
Found this in my camera roll, where a one-minute visit turned into an hour plus one.
Celebrating Mary’s birthday! HAHAHAH this was really long ago.
Even though I’ve really only grown closer to her at July 2012 (I remember because it was a while after my birthday seating arrangements changed), I feel like I’ve known her forever. :) :) :)
And last but not least:
“I have been working really hard since JC life started proper.”
MYTH OR FACT????????!?!?!?!?!??!
It’s sad it’s not a fact, but I can’t say I haven’t tried to work my brains a little.
Really need to up my game (heh) and have better time management skills and better self-discipline and set my priorities right.
i.e. YOU (like I’m talking about you YOU. The one reading this.) >
Hahahahahaha kidding kidding kidding.
Previously I used to set my time aside like this: Work/Quality Time with people I care/Slack/Blog (it’s a once-a-week affair, if you remember)
But now because work ate into my slacking time, I have to push blogging time aside to make way for slacking. Hahahahaha.
Which explains the lack of consistent updates.
And to end off:
And this is kind of a mystery because I don’t really think theres anything truly inside to begin with.
Not doing very well in school…………….. hopefully things will pick up :(
Anyway rock on people!
Seey’all soon. :)
Meanwhile, stay cool. And stay lovely.
(P.S. Going to abandon ask.fm for a while because girl, if you have a question, you can always ask me face to face!!! Please don’t ask really weird and private and background-digging information as an anonymous person on a public platform! I’m sure I will answer your queries if you ask me in real life baby)
(P. P. S. More reasons to love Anna Akana: